maybe it is not meant to be

Today blogger.com undergone system maintenance and my most recent insanity post disappeared. This included something about revealing what I feel about someone. May be it is not meant to be. I don't know which makes me feel more crappy the post got lost or I don't have a means to tell even just my blog what I feel. Well looking / reading back it is one and the same thing. Crap crap crap. Well either way I might write it again in a different time with more information.


It suddenly resurfaced. Suddenly this blog entry makes no sense