a little background

I originally planned to take it to the grave. I don't want anyone to know because I am afraid of what people would say. I always lived my life under the radar, doing things cyber, and not giving out any details. I use different alias to satisfy my urge online. As 2011 started, I told myself, iiwan ko na yung ganung ways. I will be straight. All went as planned for the first few months until March came. I "accidentally" confirmed my instincts before and it made me nuts for the whole day. I found out that my college buddies are keeping the same secret as I do. But there is something more. They are together. This made me fucking crazy as they don't seem to be like that and they are the first "couple" I know, under the covers. Patay ako pag nabasa nila itong blog na ito. During that day I took several shots of alcohol and then finally confessed to them that I know their dirty little secret. Pero napadami ata nainom ko, I told them my secret also.